Sunday, August 17, 2008
Everything i write promise is 200% more than real i duno everytime i say that few people believe only i believe foolishly too everyone.
No matter Jo____ wat u become i will take care of u dun care is illness or mistakes even e world's most foolish error i will stand beside u as long as i have a breath.I do admire Guo Jing And Huang Rong one sentence,which i want to use to only YOU.No matter who i am with i will only care and protect you.No matter where and how far i am apart from you i will ONLY have you in my heart for eternity.No people will ever replace even a single fragment in my heart.
I'm studying so hard to enter into CJC and i getting B's if all 6 were 3 i would get 18-2 =16 lack of four right but i doing super hard forcing myself to tuition so much juz to ensure yr wish of to be wif a rich man and i want to take over Candy Empire for you for your birthday present i still remembered yr post u mentioned once b4.I don't mentioned my future lifepath but u are looking so is ok to me there are still a lot of things i wish to accomplish all for you.I been thinking only about you even at school to do well which makes me keep going.
Even most of e people/friends see me changing to a super silent duno is called emo mah haha who talks so little at school to people in a own emotional state and studying.I been writing an English words notebook so i hope nx yr i enter CJC i could give free tuition to U and maths/SS which i am good at.I so admire my hp last time could enter yr house to have a glimpse i also do want to do it.
My biggest wish indeed is to go with Only u to Genting,i still remembered u wanted to play almost everything there that's what i want to do only wif U.Before knowing you i nv put things about anyone on my nick or post so often on msn is never even before but now i been doing that to tell u i really do care to e max to u.It's really been quite accurate what u like to eat like Hokkien mee,yr mood which i REALLY went before in Sec3 i dun mind sharing with you what had happened to me also.Even we go out sometimes we are like join so near but fail to meet each other.Even one night when i am not online,i would feel so uneasy hurry rushing back to on the com.
Whatever u hope for to come true like to see yr grandma i really hope it would happen cause i promised Goddess of mercy in my home that i would do anything just to fulfill that promised.&& ya remembered the wish i told you yesterday i think i knew e reason out of a blue now i told Goddness Of Mercy to give me a dream to tell me what to do so yr grandma could really visit you before the end of the lunar 7th month.I'm still unsure but all i can think e reason is perhaps telling me to Protect/care u at all cost even sacrificing myself.
Well overall no matter what u have i would want to be with you dun matter 1hr,1min i juz want to SEEEEEEEEE you and i would rather donate my organs if anything happen to u and the one to die is me if anything happens && i promised it is real.&& always remember i will care for u at all costs.Even my most favourite Tennis have already become second to me and e most important of course only is U.I really did not know how important u are to me and without U i did have died
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