Tmr will be going out to order costumes and watch Death Race,Dear Jo____ at home if boring can sms or call to chat yea haha.Even i am halfway in the movie i will walk out and accompany YOU de kkx.Don't keep doing hw kk at least take a break after 2 hrs like that hao mah ^^ Wed you having school can go out shop le then that day my turn stay at home do hw le haha.Though know tmr go out for sure will think dao YOU de hehe.

Jo____ jiayou yea work hard and prove those who dun think you can get well.Eddy ah will support you till the end orh.Know can do it de hehe,your SP and ME will believe in you all the way && some of your important good friends too will give you any support at all times even if you are left alone in a place i will definitely come immediately beside you.I ah at first also cannot work that hard but now different le think about YOU that instance i will jiayou through any hardships hehe like got so much energy at that instance de haha.

Actually i did not find studying fun in anyway but now know must work hard so you will live carefreely next time i feel as if studying is so fun at times and must get A's in that topic.

Today was really happy at the time Jo____ ah ask me got blog today mah ^^ haha mass communication is not a bad course actually.I actually wanted to enter that course too so coincidence too haha but if want at Nanyang Poly is very good my friend said there is the best de.But if can let's fight for our place in CJC yea haha.Slowly haha you still have one more yr to revise.Actually at the actual exam it really is not that difficult,is perhaps at school especially famous school pressure too much during lower sec in exams make them feel tired.Don't give up orh by that time before your O lv reaching i will help u day && night kk even though i will be busy in studies but do not worry kkx i will everyday help u de haha but hor dun sleep when i help u haha i'm not that lousy no lah haha jkjk i am lousy hehe.

Now liked Jay Chou's Secret movie and Koizora a lot haha it was like i started piano because of it haha.Jay is really talented in piano lah haha hor Jo____ i look at his score i was ... wahh if it was Tennis i guess it would be much more better haha yea.Haha isn't my moving icon at the song's list there funny and cute to watch haha the guy using his cane chasing another guy haha he was like running for his dear life hehe ^^

After exam i will pei you drink to your heart content yea though i duno but see u ah drink i will know le haha,the professional copycat haha jk hope at least you can cheer up a little from this hehe.I am like laughing slightly also thinking of you when u read le ^^ on that specific day we drink till our heart content orh though i for sure drink less than you de really hao miss you wor but let's work hard until after our exams first haha.

Haha i also miss your boyboy look i so want to see haha but thought u ah prefer long hair de haha suddenly addicted to short hair le ah haha.Anyway ah i like any boyboy or girlgirl you prefer de lah haha.Quite funny hehe u like short hair for now so can style while i like long hair haha ^^ so ke ai ermm duno use this word suit mah haha think later read the ke ai for sure think lol hor haha?

Teach you piano a little like Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa want mah after our exams le?But i am not that good lah haha quite fun to press de right haha.There is like so many things want cheer you and go with only you to do le bring u eat a lot till super full heard frm your friend de haha you ah eat really a lot i only at dinner eat like a lot too haha && do all the things you want during the holidays with you ^^ hao bah read till here rest early yea or else when got energy for tmr stay at home revise work ner,later eyes panda not good yea haha but if you become i will become one with you too haha.

@ 7:42 AM

Whoever read this post is sure lucky cause what i type will be more than 100% true and will only post everything once so dun miss it yea.

The former me like 10mths+ ago is already changed however it is to a better character so do not worry.No matter what i will know how to differentiate what is bad and i will never stand on the dark side no matter what i just cannot do it that's and i hate bad/evil why bascially the reasons are,I will say the most important reason at the last.First is because of series shows && movies is because i treat all shows i watched is EQUALS to like real life i just learned a lot from all these shows kk.Next is especially to sad loving touching movies example of some especially are Secret by Jay Chou,Tiramisu movie 2002 && a few more.Lastly yea know is most important cause of Jo____ i had totally grown up to dunno how but is for the very very good && it's all because thanks to ONLY YOU.I admit i understand quite somethings earlier this year but after realising the importance of YOU i will want you to live the most happiest person on earth and will never let you do any tiring things i promise i will never back off in this part i said.I am going to cry le need a hug too lol && i am hearing Dandelion's Promise by Jay chou.I love Jay Chou in secret a lot really ty learnt a lotlotlot things from that specific movie.Piano sometimes can be so loving huggs

I will be the most caring guy well if anyone will believe but it only could be applied to one person yea u lah Jo____ hehe.Haha i found out the second way to be quite happy is for my English tuition lol it's really quite a fun && nice class to be at however sobbx only left 4 lessons though i duno why.

Jo____ ah know u & yr family drink everytime de though i dun but will drink with YOU too de yea next time hao mah.My parents also both drink de but i nv inherite any of my parents genes at all everything is just totally opposite of what they are.Maybe it's i got all the Recessive genes lol Biology theory haha or maybe ......

I am feeling as though thousands of arrows piercing through my heart daily.Help anyone bascially i only need Jo____ help but if anyone i really appreciate super much really.I been trying hard to live daily for now recently i duno how i managed to be able to cope everyday.Well haha it's time to awake soon i mean how i am because i am like being half anti-social.For these past 3-4 years i been like this however after that i will be different and will make good relations with almost every teachers and maybe students in Jc yea.I want to go to CJC && Jo____ u also try kk let me help too ke yi mah sobb i had found something fun in how to study le is a secret technique but will help u with it.It quite easy and fun after learning that in studies le

Is not i do not want to go out with friends but all of my friends have totally different personalities everytime is in a group && mainly it's so difficult to ask them out almost everytime.Well if anyone could believe me haha xiexie wor Jo____ last time say u believe,would be good yea i been seeing people saying one true person is so difficult to find but ain't I am here.Nvm haha those who trust all the things i mentioned really xiexie wor sniff ty a lot really.Ty friday go kbox though i realized i was not happy at all even i did a lot of singing which i liked because yea hai Jo____ maybe can guess dao bah?Ty for introducing me the Dandelion's Promise i did not know there was this song omg.

Everytime i go out looking at loving de people i for sure will think and miss YOU at that instance.Actually it's not i keep mentioning cause if not there at least tell me yi sheng mah duno what is happening at that time mah.A lot of things really happened since after this June Holidays to both of us.But orh i'm never afraid cause i know there is You hehe ermm u wrote something to your dear girlfriend on your blog let me write something to u also hao mah ^^

Every toughness and pain
Could i share together with you
&&face together as two
I will always be beside You kk
I sure was lucky to have you beside at the early mths
Now let me be beside you at the late mths yea

Anything pei u pass through you together?
Could just tell me it would be enough i will give moral support
And emotional support so no matter what yea do not forget even almost everybody turn out against do not forget i am there yea i will do anything even means of sacrificing lol after all my life now does not belong to me only at all && i wun mind.

@ 8:23 AM

Tmr is suppose to be a fun day but i can't seems to be that happy.Bascially yea school exams must make sure can get enough marks to enter Jc and Dear Jo____ de troubles i really feel like crying out cannot do anything.

Yup know famous good school like yours is tough and have lots of pressure but fight on yea kk your very gd de friend duno SP de haha and ME,Eddy will support you till the end.Hope your most gd friend does ^^ so u would be happy daily but i will support you no matter what yea.

If can let me help you in your studies kk.I will do all my best to let you get distinction de believe me kk?&& today sleep cover yrself properly hor later flu worsen not good le become rudolph the red nose reindeer le haha : p

I really feel so contented to know you since December,still remembered it was Fahrenheit X-family which let us meet each other.Though i now understood pain,sadness,happiness from you i really have grown up and you allowed me to live properly so i never regretted even i feel so much pain sometimes but there are also happy memories/moments.

Even if the whole world were to fall on me someday i will think of you to overcome anything and persevere even how tough it is haha i hate toughness duties though i am guy lol i adore my hands lor haha.I came to realise i totally believe you in anything and place everything to you to care && the feeling was almost Sync with you but of course no lah haha but my belief to you even ah ask me close eyes walk duno wat road ahead i would gladly do it and walk.There are so many things i could only be happy with you like a lot of things mentioned hmm in my prelim compo?must read yea when i take back the time xiexie wor hehe though i write in quite a funny way but it was proper and good english lol hehe.

Enjoy your teacher's day tmr haha see you bought so much goodies haha though tmr is a whole morning-evening fun day i guess i would not be that joyful but will hope you have a fun time,you enjoy can le.I guess this is what it meant by saying seeing your love one happy no matter how depress you are feeling you will just at least have a vague smile when imagining your love one happy sheesz lol.Profound yea lol zzz haha

Tmr 7.30a.m+ one of my friend will be coming and play Tv games yea lol i so long never touch it.Later around 9-10a.m+ go Far East order shirt finally the time come was delayed by my friend.Later meeting a few friends either go Jurong or Suntec's Kbox.But will try to rush back before 7p.m+ de yea also duno what time you will reach home tmr haha.

Yuppx if i was given a chance to cheer you up i would cherish well this chance de from my Prelim compo de question want tell you.My tears are like trying to drop but cannot haha ooo well let me help u hao mah.Even if u ah late for exams examiner dun allow u to enter no marks i will rush to you and persuade the examiner no matter what i have to do to let you sit for any important exam i duno why i mentioned this non-related part lol haha.

Today physics was manageable,super manageable i felt so relaxing doing for the second time for Physics exam guess really prepared a lot but gt 2-3marks not sure.The Section B was like giving out free 10marks for each question.In front i still think is tougher a bit.

You are the one whom i will cherish the most forever even the whole world turns on you i will stand beside you and tell you that you will never be facing any circumstances alone yea.If have any questions ask me yea i will reply you with the most most most honest answer de i promise i will never lie or hide anything if you ask de yea promise yea

@ 7:51 AM

Well i should post since it will be 3 days after 1 more hrs promise will post de && also hope write out would be better.Haha i also write out too make myself feel better sometimes.

Today computer gt error again zzz i must wait till after exam than can change com,change to a faster internet speed which is 8 folds i duno how fast is that i just say orh && haha buy a laptop yeah haha than also have laptop with YOU le haha.I want bring and play games together or chat when we stay overnight together i would not want to even sleep haha all the songs and well yr chatting with gd friends on msn or handpone will make time fly past midnight into morning and it will be good if we see the sunrise together haha.

Sheesz i lost my cool over the computer error i seldom lose my cool no matter what unless those who purposely hurt my important friends && most important person.Well everytime i go out for sure would see people losing their cool especially parents to their children.I think this is really unneccesary and this would meant showing their weakness in what could agitate them and attack them using their weaknesses.Parents should be caring towards their children and adore their children no matter what cause is OUR FLESH AND BLOOD yea haha.Not say i have no weaknesses lah i have but is only when people purposely hurt the one who is my most important which is YOU lah haha if got read even they know it is wrong.I am as cool as a cucumber LOL do not eat me up any of you who tends to read this part.

Well haha a lot of things somehow we are link together but we will know more next time yea.Starting from same pri sch && same Cca also && hmm next time we have a good chat together about this bah when we meet haha.

Haha the compo when i take back le will let u read yea hehe even yr name ah also use a name which is related to your name de or else later English cher read about it question about me lol.It's a name you used de also haha.Actually wanted to write about one word essay,Change but ooo well i prefer writing question 2.The compre was boring but manageable i read the questions thought yeah quiz show who knows carry on looking recycling and talking a lot of information trying to confuse us.

Can't wait to sing haha bascially i just have a lot of sad songs just want sing out to feel better especially omg Jay Chou song (Feng,Maple) Dear Jo____ blog de song haha by Wu Ke Qin && Bao Hu Se well a lot lah yea it's immpossible to list out all here but mainly i WANT to sing out Feng.Jay Chou rocks yea haha though people say duno what he sing but his songs are good lah no one could follow his actual style right haha.

Really do not know what is into my mummy nowadays recently.I just need to use the computer to quite late today by posting,accompany Dear Jo____ though u ah think now busy doing work and hear sad songs to feel at least a little bit better.Thx Tenipuri a lot for making PrinceOfTennis.

By holding tight to your hands,we will feel as it the sky is just within our reach.I want to show You my cute little cousins haha && hehe see your cute cute niece.Children are really adorable yea that's for sure wow a guy would say this lol

@ 8:15 AM

Well yea if u could read this today it would be really good yea.Today below have song lyrics.

Just finished a talk with daddy lol i can say half of it i really listened and will take note and half is just ooo well do not think will take note.I have to off com by 10pm+ everyday until exam finishes.Sry yea i can't online till so late to accompany YOU le until after exams daddy keep nagging every night sometimes or else i would have even no internet and cannot see you le so must cut down till after exams.I really also have a lot of troubles && ah i only just want we share it.I find it little funny haha cause my parents trait and i are like super different like say both are hardworking i hardworking too but as in i slack a lot like u too and my daddy say he share anything tough he feels with friends and parents but i only want to share it with YOU my mind was totally want share it with YOU only during the whole talk with daddy just now de hehe.

Haha didn't know i would face all but i am nv regretful we met or else without U i would not know the real meaning of living.Do not worry about this part yea because it is suppose to be me saying thank so much and worry u instead.Thinking of YOU just make me feel strong && happy especially can see YOU i am so happy le lah like on sat that midnight.Kw ah i was really really happy that night.Ermm yea if we have any troubles do share with each other at times yea but if need keep to yourself de just tell me bah will understand de haha but if me will just tell you everything de.I would still live a lala land world if it was not for YOU.No matter what i really promised myself to be with only YOU even if some illnesses or anything happens to anyone of us touchwood lah lol haha.I will work hard to let all your wishes be fulfilled even if anything of the unlucky things falls on anyone of us.Really lah.If i a girl i would be really happy to know you as the best best best friend forever but as a guy i would care and be with you till the end even the world were to come to and end someday,i will never abandon YOU i guarantee all my whole lifespan to this promise

Talk about few things about myself for a while orh.Today was fine && i am starting to get addicted to D Grayman ermm a lot.Imagine i liked this show because my friend and I wanted to buy another cosplay costume and i saw it was nice on the display pic on the web.I went to hear the songs and watched && was so nice it has meanings too like people having meaning to live we must live to protect the innocent if we can.Lucky there are a few songs to keep me till u come home as i'm really worried lah yesterday your post.

Ty for agreeing to kbox my friends on friday sry i just want to go sing out that's all ty a lot to u all anyway i will see who is going than.I can guess 85% of the song i select is all sad the first i want Jay Chou Feng(Maple)is mine haha lol and Bao Hu Se in Ko-one Dear Jo____ fav char sing de and Tang Yu Zhe's(Ai Wo) && i almost forgot the opening song for Legend Of the Condor Heroes 2008(She Diao Ying Xiong Zhuan) title of song 英雄寞 (A hero's solitude)i love Jing Ge Ge and Rong Er ok especially they are Hu Ge && Ariel Lin acting omg lol.

At school/outside i go out always like to act a role that i am actually not feeling.My eyes are so sorrowful everyday but no one i think can see through it.I am so hungry NOW i can eat as much as you haha i really eat a lot same as you only at dinner.We are the tan chi wang ^^

^^ Indeed Tennis doubles have infinite possibilities Seigaku's Golden Pair u rock i really the line in PrinceOfTennis 369,For the sake of the ultimate battle the Emperor and King stand in line.Wow Echizen sure is lucky to have such good oppoent backing him up even he lost his memories in Tennis.Hey there is also a possibilites in Tennis Singles for me and that is I will Synchro with YOU dear jo____ ah but i will never be able to do it for now yet.One person Synchronising is immpossble but i do not think so as long as i believe YOU even you ask me close my eyes and walk i will just walk not caring what is in front cause i truly believe that's why

Like Allen Walker's Left hand in D Grayman it's so cool can.I only like Allen Walker in the show for now i realise i can't just stop saying his name it is really nice to say and hear too,Allen Walker,Allen Walker hehe.Wow one of my quite gd friend cheered me to work hard for today exam haha ty so much and for your introducing of Simple Plan it is like so nice their songs lol to me lah.I really do wish Federer can win Nadal in the US open to reclaim his throne or else he would not have the chance again if he were to lose.

Good luck Weili the lychee lol<< for English paper tmr just imagine what will be the composition question if it's Mr ong set i going to be oh my lol summary time again tmr think shawn will have little problem finishing.

东城卫 & a Chord - 够爱

(我穿梭 金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 土星
追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答答滴身影)

指頭還殘留 你為我擦的指甲油 沒想透
你好像說過 你和我 會不會有以後
世界一直一直變 地球不停的轉動

在你的時空 我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵 只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔 只想讓你都擁有

我的愛只能夠 讓你一個人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守候 在你心門口
我的殤和眼淚 化為烏有 為你而流
藏在 無邊無際 小小宇宙 愛你的我

愛你的我 不能停止脈搏 為了愛你奮鬥
就請你讓我說出口

(我穿梭 金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 土星
追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答答滴身影)

This is song is so nice can haha if a person is bleeding it will be more painful when hear this song but do not think will be looking at mv lol

@ 2:49 AM

Will keep this post as draft till u come back from dinner cause U are the first i would want to show this post to U.

Have any troubles about school de let's just talk out together bah i also actually have tonnes of it.Bascially i am still studying hard is because of YOU that's my motivation spirit.Hmm when u alone enough time to try curb the school problems le pm me yea i am like super worried and down too what mood u feeling i am also lah duno how to say.My heart is crying too when you feeling down/bad too because of studying stuffs.I will do all the studying if you can't take schooling one day le yea as long as i here will never let you live badly de everyday u can relax or go shopping all the tough things let me help u kk.I only need a most important person that is YOU le can le i could like accomplish anything if you are supporting me yea.But i would also support you to the maximum no matter anything really yea.Never forget i will ALWAYS && always stand by yr side during all difficulties.If would be good if i could help U do everything u find it tough because it's of course for me to help YOU no matter what.Like ironing clothes,cooking or housework i would do it though i really really duno and guys seldom do de but i WILL NOT EVER let you tire yourself from all these.I want you to live the most happiest in this lifetime.If ask me why not try study finish secondary school first and see how ner after that u decide ner dun worry bah i will always be here to back u up even u quit school i will keep studying and have a good future but it's good to study to know more things sometimes yea.

Dear Jo____,know you feel school has been really tough for quite long le but do not quit if can yea.I try give you tuition for ONLY U a enjoyable and good not so stressful de.Like e.g. ah English if i find papers sometimes will show you movie regarding the papers and lessons will be super different from others de.Though i am not that good but hope still can teach you few things those subs i am good at.Well of course do not need anything by giving you tuition hmm maybe could have lunch or dinner well i also like to eat a lot same as you during dinner only hehe.Of course e lessons would not be all study study && see books will find clips or anything nice related to the subjects sometimes can use to show also so it really will help too yea.Lucky today is sunday at least you could have some time to only yourself to think about studying stuffs as mentioned from your blog hope you better le tell me kk believe me hao bah end of year after exam i will bring YOU to buffets and a lot of food places cause know u really like to eat a lottt eat till everyday ah u fullfull de hehe.My first slight laughter from writing this previous sentence but 99% still unhappy till you recover then i would be back le so dun worry the only worry one should be me to YOU bah.Let me be your brains and hands while you be my PRECIOUS to hold on forever in my lifetime.Though i do not know or like to drink like u ah everyday drink de haha i will try and drink with you together yea sometimes hehe.

Really wish i could be MingDao which is your favourite kww ah everytime i watch/re-watch any MingDao clips/shows i really feel so much.But after all i am not MingDao but u could one day let's go shopping together and u help me dress up as much as him yea i will buy all the accessories you selected yea.Really have so many things to do with you de wahh sobbx about to cry a bit le really lol let me write finish a bit more first bah.Everytime my exams determine my results will be flying colours always depends on my mood too.Like this time English oral few days ago thx to ONLY U orh.

Even my gd friend i just like treat 50% but this 50% really very very very gd de le in treating them is like how gd friends treat each other,but 100% no one seen before de.Because the most important thing in my life is YOU nothing else.Without U i really do not know how to live de haha so anything i will be there do not care is what thing even a demon or monster i will beat it and rescue you even though people are scared when encountering it but i am not afraid because U are trouble.Btw change blog first song le haha think last time on hp wanted me if can change yea haha change to a sad song same as you le and Jay u like also de.

Haha yesterday/sat midnight really had an enjoyable time with your gd friends wor haha heard all the giggling and fun u all had when on the handphone.I really wanted to enjoy like u all yesterday talking and playing happily away de.Haha do not know i inherited your trait in being talkative le haha but yea I really had never ending things to talk ONLY wif U.we will talk in English more often on handphone yea cause ah mostly at sch all my friends talk to me in chinese hehe.Even see ah these few hrs u went out shop & dinner got so many things want share with U about le.Ya last week u went to Centrepoint for Cip haha e next day wanted to go orchard for breakfast and I ended up at Centrepoint when parents drive me.I was like ... everything was super de fated and everytime saw Coffee-bean or things like eeyore anything u liked or mentioned want drink i just think of U just the instance i saw.I really can't believe at all the times.Just wanted to say YOU are the most important person and everything in me that's why le.&& ah got so many things want do with ONLY YOU like u know Genting,go chalet,stay overnight at each other house can chat whole night and share anything together && have at least one meal daily together && well a lot lah.Though my gd friends said want go to Genting after exam with me but all i heard and think was YOU when i heard the word Genting.Haha i keep coming back to add more words about 6+ times le save le always feel like forget say something actually i added this as the last so i type this here.

&& Ya sat midnight e time 1+ chat on hp really felt as though i was on the clouds when chatting yesterday during the whole 1/2+ period i think.Though u ah was like chat few seconds then wait ah but i really felt all my troubles and everything disappear really only U and me.&& yr friends behind playing with you too haha.

Forgotton where i heard this before,if a guy falls for a girl the girl would be really happy cause bascially a girl like a guy is tough well haha but it seems to me is the opposite.Talk about this part i really do have something want to share with you dun wan put here haha.Yea haha my heart seems like a girl's one lol but yea know i am like still young but understood a lot of things from series show && animes that's for sure like e.g. ah PrinceOfTennis i learnt Teamwork and believing is important,a lot lah cannot share finish here.&& i will always place all my trust in everything so no matter what i have/own in the future i would place it with you and will not worry anything truly at all de.Can say i am perhaps the most foolish guy on earth haha sometimes mind emptyempty de sometimes complicated de but I can guarantee ONE thing THAT'S for SURE.I WILL CHERISH U FOREVER AND ONLY YOU WHICH I WILL FALL FOR yea that is it lah haha.Well real true love de story have obstacles and sadness inside it yea but it is forever sweet when thinking of U yea.Kw ah why i mainly never hated my life from the start mah because ah if i had not enter the sec sch i did and met friends which introduce my fahrenheit which leads to Ko-one and X-family i would have never met you and the timing we are online might be different too.

As long i have a breath,i will never leave you in the darkness and will do everything i can even if it's to descend to hell or transcend to heaven to rescue you && as long as i believe/see you i will do it.

@ 4:57 AM

Promise le ah 1-2 days will post one time de just reached home not long ago and i was really rushing back.I really feel uneasy not onlining at night yea.Mix a bit of U ah and today + yesterday stuffs bah.Still ran back after alighting from bus.

Was really worried about yr results from the doctor today.Almost half-day at school was thinking of you going to view the results.However today my Physics lesson was super fun haha the whole two lessons just ended like a flash and i learned quite a lot of things also.I am still unable to be fully laughing and happy but when thinking of U it does help a lot to me.The show where Guo Jing mentioned to Huang Rong a few sentences want to say it to U.I will never bear hurt Dear Jo____ de,because i can never do it in my whole life.I cannot bear to see one by one my love ones leaving me && right now e person who is really most important to me is only U le.

Realise I am a little like Jiang ZhiShu i really care about U a lot.ONLY with U i can be really happy.Really would be good if one day when i woke up the first i see is U will sit beside U and see u till u wake up.If u wake up earlier dun poke me ah haha lol && dun go take cold water pour me wake up wor hehe.So many stuffs want do with ONLY u de and give u Surprises which is your favourite.

Yesterday oral conversation was about Hygiene and only after the whole oral i realised I really mentioned as you inside e.g. like I said I would tidy up my room when I am free and always come home take a straight bath le.I just feel in me U had already been synchronize in me and even at conversation where i just say anything out where i heard the topic,I even said me as U le haha.

Just watched 12 lotus && u mentioned at yr previous de post the girl when was young was a bit like you last time & i was thinking of you when the part the girl was young.My tears almost can come out when seeing the part u said was around like you but I will never ever leave you behind if there's anything i would want to see you escape first before I do even in a burning building and if you can't leave i will never ever leave you behind alone to face anything.Even if our obstacles is the whole world,i will stand by your side TILL the end and face everyone.Though I am REALLY scared of some stuffs like go into haunted house or thrilling rides,all my friends know that but with you I will play all these stuffs ONLY when I am with you.

The 12 lotus was really sad and the songs were all super nice.Have so many songs I want sing with you le haha but u ah hear so many songs de more than me that's for sure hor like x2-x3.Though at some parts of the movie i really hated those ungrateful guys i really hate all those freaking guys at series shows and movies.I also do not know why i treat all the shows/movies as almost real and is not acting that is why i everytime feel that.Bullying the weak,how i want to help all of them when i am able too.

Going to order third cosplay tomorrow and i think i am selecting D-Grayman Allen Walker Crown Clown.I do not even watch that show but it is nice and it has fur with wings i want to see how it is.Send U e pictures about that cosplay if u want to see orh.It is kinda funny lah haha since i bought e other two as like normal regular shirts which could be wear anytime.

Need Stop writing soon need help U ah do nice de blogshop.

I will hold onto your hands so we both will never be sad and be the most happiest person in our present lives.I really want to know you even at my next life and forever till ever && ever.You are e best person forever i ever known.

@ 4:50 AM

Heeee ^^ i'm so happy u asked me to post actually ah want tell u de maybe every wk post 1-2 times u can read but promise u i every 1 to 2 days will post no matter how busy kkx muz come and see daily orh hao mah.I start by writing to you then a bit about today bah.

Dear Jo____ ah no matter if the world does not stand by you i will care you no matter what happen even 10,000 ,100000 or 1 million people does not care you.As long as i'm alive i will protect you like MingDao did in Magician of love.I do wish i was MingDao sometimes since u like him so much de.I will try to learn e Prince Turns Into Frog piano piece by Dang Ou kkx yr previous post wrote u like it so much.

Tmr will be having 'O' level english oral.If conversation got anything related to you like ah e.g. who is e kindest and best person you ever known i will not hesitate and say it's you.Take care of yourself yea dun consume too much sweet stuffs orh later really diabeties not good le but if anything wrong i will really ask doctor see can transfer blood to you so we share it together or maybe it could engulf away e diabeties but i do not know if there is such thing.If yes i will agree with it straight away.No matter what happen i will be always around to help you.

I going to order my 3rd cosplay outfit soon by the time we meet each other i would have quite a lot and u ah gt a lot of yr fav soccer and kimonos de.How i wish after our exams we could have either breakfast,lunch or dinner daily together anywhere.My birthday wish was that you would pass yr exams with flying colours this year so hope it will come true.I'm been learning different dishes ranging from Spaghetti to Pineapple Fried Rice all to let only U eat.Know u like eat will try and add different kinds of delicious ingredients inside yea.Will bring you to a never ending buffet after examing kkx and maybe go Escape have a really fun time.Know got one place the buffet is simply marvellous.Sometimes i also feel so weak and need a hug from you.I realise all my happiness come from ONLY you and at anywhere i'm juz in a moodless state.

Do not know what will have happen if anything were to happen to you that's why i would rather be the one to be in trouble than you.But forever i will promise only to truly like someone and it's you.

Well my maths tuition came earlier i sure like his lessons he teaches well.I also duno what to say about myself de think about u like more important de.I want to write out a song for you below hope u like it a lot orh.But it's actually frm a chinese song i edited quite a lot.

When you hold onto me tight
I've decided to stay with you forever
All the obstacles we faced
I will never back out
When the earth comes to an end
I will still want to accompany you
Until the end of my last breath
Even one day if anything happens to you
I would only really care for YOU
I will never bear to seperate with you
Will only think of you
Because of you I could do it
Because only you,I can only look at you
Even at my last breath
You will still be the memories in my mind
To know you
I really have truly understood a lot of things
To understand to have live properly and to care about you
No matter at the darkest time
I would hold your hand forever

@ 6:04 AM

Everything i write promise is 200% more than real i duno everytime i say that few people believe only i believe foolishly too everyone.

No matter Jo____ wat u become i will take care of u dun care is illness or mistakes even e world's most foolish error i will stand beside u as long as i have a breath.I do admire Guo Jing And Huang Rong one sentence,which i want to use to only YOU.No matter who i am with i will only care and protect you.No matter where and how far i am apart from you i will ONLY have you in my heart for eternity.No people will ever replace even a single fragment in my heart.

I'm studying so hard to enter into CJC and i getting B's if all 6 were 3 i would get 18-2 =16 lack of four right but i doing super hard forcing myself to tuition so much juz to ensure yr wish of to be wif a rich man and i want to take over Candy Empire for you for your birthday present i still remembered yr post u mentioned once b4.I don't mentioned my future lifepath but u are looking so is ok to me there are still a lot of things i wish to accomplish all for you.I been thinking only about you even at school to do well which makes me keep going.

Even most of e people/friends see me changing to a super silent duno is called emo mah haha who talks so little at school to people in a own emotional state and studying.I been writing an English words notebook so i hope nx yr i enter CJC i could give free tuition to U and maths/SS which i am good at.I so admire my hp last time could enter yr house to have a glimpse i also do want to do it.

My biggest wish indeed is to go with Only u to Genting,i still remembered u wanted to play almost everything there that's what i want to do only wif U.Before knowing you i nv put things about anyone on my nick or post so often on msn is never even before but now i been doing that to tell u i really do care to e max to u.It's really been quite accurate what u like to eat like Hokkien mee,yr mood which i REALLY went before in Sec3 i dun mind sharing with you what had happened to me also.Even we go out sometimes we are like join so near but fail to meet each other.Even one night when i am not online,i would feel so uneasy hurry rushing back to on the com.

Whatever u hope for to come true like to see yr grandma i really hope it would happen cause i promised Goddess of mercy in my home that i would do anything just to fulfill that promised.&& ya remembered the wish i told you yesterday i think i knew e reason out of a blue now i told Goddness Of Mercy to give me a dream to tell me what to do so yr grandma could really visit you before the end of the lunar 7th month.I'm still unsure but all i can think e reason is perhaps telling me to Protect/care u at all cost even sacrificing myself.

Well overall no matter what u have i would want to be with you dun matter 1hr,1min i juz want to SEEEEEEEEE you and i would rather donate my organs if anything happen to u and the one to die is me if anything happens && i promised it is real.&& always remember i will care for u at all costs.Even my most favourite Tennis have already become second to me and e most important of course only is U.I really did not know how important u are to me and without U i did have died

@ 7:24 AM

Post a while before sleeping sry will be like little inactive till after exams perhaps.I will need to enter CJC seems like this become a lot to me daily lol why haha ermm later below mentioned a bit.Well haha Dear ________ slept le room light off le mah hor like all these i will put to diary de if u ah read dao le after do well our exams gt a lot of more let u read inside dairy haha by e time eyes blur diao lol.I realize hor REALIZE lah me thinking only haha no matter how far or where we go,we will always be somewhere near each other though nw even we are juz Metres away lol.Well i really can't imagine like last time go overseas or one day without feeling near to yr presence lol.Can hav a lot of surprises for u which u like SO MUCH if i qualify into CJC ya && a lot of things lah lol.SO I WILL DO MY BEST & bear wif e b's grade for now and make it A's for sure juz bear wif it i can do it.Haha dun write too much hear le lah muz rest early oso hav attention tmr.

My first song is my fav always perhaps lol for now is e best lol of all languages.I finally collected all PRINCEOFTENNIS manga/comic juz two days ago.Well nt all i haven't buy book 1 but dun nid lah haha total 42 books.I CAN'T W8 for all e PrinceOfTennis Ova to come out on Youtube,right now it's left with Ova 23,24 and 25 and i gonna buy for sure though i watched all e Ova like a lot of times le, E.g. 10+ for each chap in ova lol.

This Tennis thing is actually quite fun but i haven't find my True definition maybe i have no strong prey to awaken me yet.Real life Tennis is little boring i can agree sometimes lol with comments on youtube but i kw PrinceOfTennis certain moves are exaggerating like E.g. Fuji's Fifth Counter,where any ball returned could never pass e net again & Yukimura Sanada,Yips Tennis where a player no matter what will lose all his senses render him useless && Tezuka Phantom,where any ball returned will go out for sure in a high 99%.But this are all where i get to be stronger than wat national players like Federer and Nadal.

Therefore Tennis is fantastic anyone wanna play do tell me lol

@ 8:36 AM